symphony for improvisors: Archive

Dec 31st

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Hey, neighborhood...

Could you please shut the fuck up with your fireworks? I woke up like 40 minutes ago, fucking shut up!

Dec 31st

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Our current topic of discussion?

Mastodon and how I find them boring. So then I told him to listen to Knut. Because that is what I do.

Dec 31st

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I love talking to my music snob friend

Because it just shows me how much more of a music snob I am.

Dec 31st

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Dec 31st

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Dec 31st

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Dec 30th

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Dec 30th

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Dec 30th

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I don’t want anything anymore.

Dec 29th

I hide behind nervous laughter and black humor. But the reality of it is that I mean everything I say. I’d prefer to not wake up tomorrow.

Dec 29th

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I’ve been told so many times by various people in my life “Do what makes you happy” “Don’t live your life for others” “Don’t live your life predicated on certain ideas” But why would I want to do that? I don’t feel like I deserve anything, I have received so much from people and it’s not that I’m ungrateful but I always...

Dec 29th

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I’m starting to realize that no amount of scenery change will fix things. No amount of friends or family, not music, not art, and not romance. I am currently in a constant hopeless state to the point to where I’ve started hearing songs and thinking without a second “This would be a good song to kill myself to” not that I plan on doing so, it’s just the sort of thing...

Dec 29th

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Dec 29th

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MEDIOCRITY IS THE KILLER!

Dec 29th

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Dec 29th

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Dec 29th

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“The next several months were a blank. She had no memory of anything that...”

– Haruki Murakami - The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle

Dec 29th

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Watch

Heisenberg - …Eppure Aveva Torto

Dec 29th

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Dec 29th

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I feel like this always happens. I appear to be an interesting person and as time progresses I start to repeat myself. I am a cyclical piece of flesh, the first time around everything is new and exciting but nobody likes hearing the same story for the 200th time. So it really shouldn’t be a surprise to me that people don’t stick around for the end of the tale. They’ve already...

Dec 29th

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